A weblog of my most recent coding disasters... and a lot of other stuff.

If I had let you go when you asked, maybe we’d be better now

I’ll have a moment that I want to share. I’ll reach for my phone. I’ll pick up my phone and turn on the screen. I’ll put down my phone and ache inwardly instead.

To-do:

Every Day:

  1. Make art.
  2. Consume art.
  3. Exercise my body.
  4. Speak to my loved ones.

As often as possible:

  1. Make love
  2. Make friends
  3. Cook meals
time is funny

time is funny

I like slow music now. Heart-wrenching tales of love and loss, a shining moment in the darkness. I used to listen to music without affect, but now the right chords make me swell with great sadness and longing. Saudade, the love that remains, a sadness for what was or what could be.

at least that

at least that

dvdp:

140730

dvdp:

140730

I miss you like I miss the gentle ease of home. The soft, familiar conversation, the silent, warm darkness, the long walks with no destination. I miss your face like I miss the stars unobscured by city lights; there are so many obscurations now. I miss us like I miss having a good book when I travel by bus. Some things were meant to be together.

phoning it in anti-design style, but yeah, none of these things

phoning it in anti-design style, but yeah, none of these things